Confusion Sets In At An Odd Time
HmMm I think the title explains everything....I dont particarly like this years Christmas...
My mom and step dad are yet again off at the casino...WoOhOo....And me and my mom got into a arguement cuz I wouldnt help put up the damn tree....But I was on the phone and she was b**ching as normal and didnt really care to hear it...Cuz it seems no matter what I do I'm wrong or I dont do it right....Or just just to f**king stupid to do it...So why even bother with it....I mean she'll just get all pissed off cuz I did something wrong and then she'll scream I'll scream back and then the fights on....Sense we're in hill billy hell I have NO where to go so why start a fight and not be able to go cool off after it's done....
It's 20 something degrees outside and it's crazy theres over a foot of snow...And the stupid heater doesnt really get heat into my room so it's freezing in here....
I talked to Brit finally last night....Turns out it wasnt that I said I didnt wanna talk to her it's cuz she's been in the hospital with her grandpa and he's got cancer and he's dieing I dont know what to tell her...I'm not good at those kinds of things....I couldnt even bring myself to have enough respect to go to my own grandfathers funeral...But I feel really really bad for her....It's got her really depressed which isnt good cuz she's like me....In the sense that I used to cut myself...And now she cuts and burns herself...
So I have no clue what to do about that...I think I'm gonna stop typing now...Ttyalz....
Buh~Bye
( `v` )~~>Kate
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Im sorry to hear about you fighting with your mom. I don't have to worry about my mom she leaves me along, thank god. And wiht the whole thing with your friend, oh my, I don't even know what to say about that either. All I do have to say is the whole cutting thing is nonsince, I use to do it too. It doesn't solve anything, its just a temperary fix but it leaves lifetime scares that you don't want. Maybe if you talk to her andbe like a counseler to her maybe that would help. Again I am sorry to hear about those two things, I know its hard hang in there girl!
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OMG! I used to and still kinda do from time to time and it scares me to even talk baout this cuz i don't like people to know the fact that i do but i just get so mads sometimes that i resort to the razor and it actually sometimes makes me feel better. U said that u used to . So wat made u stop? ANd how can i stop cuz i want to its just that when i get mad. Like REALLY REALLY mad i can't help but to resort to the razor! IDK ! if u have ne advice just tell meBye Hun! xoxo Jessica xoxo |
